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Thursday, March 17, 2011

Remembering

    It is crazy to see how often I forget things. I forget to call someone, study, go to bed early, write a blog, or to pray. I don't understand it. I love God. I love to talk with Him, and sing songs about Him. But sometimes we lose the meaning of everything. God doesn't need us, WE need Him. Isn't it good to show Him we are thankful for everything He has done? The only way we are able to recognize who God is and make him known is through our daily lives. Every aspect of our day, from waking up in the morning to being at work or school. We must not forget who He is.

    There is a song by Waterdeep, I Will Not Forget You, and it has one of the most meaningful choruses that I know of when it comes to this subject. We must remember that He is our God and king. We must offer what He has given us. Using our talents and giving what we can to Him, for it is all His anyway. Getting back to the song, I realize that I have forgotten much, even attending a Christian College. Because of my classes and such, the Bible has gone from a gift from God to a textbook. I have slowly lost interest in it and am realizing now just how much I have forgotten. After listening to this song, I begin to think... Here are the lyrics to I Will Not Forget You.
(vs1) Many men will drink the rain
And turn to thank the clouds
Many men will hear You speak
But they will never turn around

I will not forget You are my God, my King
And with a thankful heart I bring my offering
And my sacrifice is not what You can give
But what I alone can give to you

A grateful heart I give, A thankful prayer I pray,
A wild dance I dance before you
A loud song I sing, A huge bell I ring,
A life of praise I live before You

(vs2) Many men will pour their gold
And serve a thing that shines
Many men will read your words
But they will never change their minds

    This song says so much, so much that we need to pay attention to. I know that for myself, I have put things before God. Making idols out of meaningless junk. It is hard to get out of the habit. But once out, the truth shines through. Even though I see things that are taking the place where He should be, I struggle with keeping them in check. I just know that I need to keep working, harder and harder, so that I will be able to fully say, "A grateful heart I give, a thankful prayer I pray." I know, I am human, but that is no excuse to be selfish and forget who He is.

    My mother used to say this to me when I would cause problems, "I brought you into this world, and I can take you right back out!" I think about this and realize God has every right to say this to us. But we just blow it off and keep on our own way. Why not try to take what mom would say and hear it come from God. Like I said earlier, He doesn't need us, WE need Him. He is our father, we should remember that. He did in fact make us, and as He has proven before, He can destroy us.

    Remember. That is what we must do. Remember who He is, and what He has done for us. We owe Him everything, while He owes us nothing. It is a humbling thought. He is so perfect, he is never in debt. He gave of Himself so that we will be able to be perfect like Him someday. I look forward to that day, and I will not forget what He did for me. I pray you do the same and not forget who He is.



John David

Thursday, March 10, 2011

No More Facebook

So, I am sure you have noticed that I am no longer using Facebook. There is a perfectly reasonable explaination for this decission. I feel that I am using it too much. The only time I am normally not on is if I have no internet or my computer is off.

I believe that I have become a Face-addict. This is a serious thing too. I do not want to fall behind on school work and such. It will also free up more time at nigt, time I should be using for sleep.  But that is beside the point. The point is, I am testing myself. To see if I can actually make it.

After all, it is just for a month... And who knows, I may go longer.

John David Wagner

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

An Excellent Adventure

    Alrighty! My roommate and I have decided to go on an adventure! We are going to make a raft out of water bottles!!!!! After we do this, I will be floating down the Falls...... Okay, maybe not the "falls" itself. Just the creek attached to it. (Ssomething about safety) I have just one question..... Will this really work??

    The answer my roommate and I came up with is "YES!" We believe that the use of 200 empty bottles, I will be able to survive the float. With any luck, it will be successful and such. Jessica will document (video/photo) the event.... So, if anything were to go wrong, we would know what happened exactly. Thinking through this carefully, I don't think anything will go drastically wrong anyway.

    Time and time again, I have been in boats and the like, so what makes this raft any different? Just the fact that it will be held together by nothing but duct tape! Yes, I said it! DUCT TAPE. The wonderful tape that can hold a house together.... (known only from experience) The next thought I had was this.... Will I get in trouble with the law for this little scheme? The answer to that is simply this...... I have no clue! I look forward to this journey, and can't wait to share more with you about it!

John David

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Just Starting

    Well, here I go. You could call this blog my test phase.... I have never blogged.....? Bleg....? I like "bleg". I have never bleg before, so this should be interesting for you, my dear reader. That is, if I have any readers....

    Okay, so, let me tell you a little about myself. My name is John David Wagner. I am 19 years of age at this moment, and loving it! I attend a somewhat small college in the lower left corner of Missouri, it is called Ozark Christian College.... Formerly known as Ozark Bridal College... Oh! Excuse me... Ozark Bible College. Some how it has a reputation... (if you get my drift...) I grew up right in the middle of the state (Missouri), in a little town called Versailles. The population is somewhere between 3 and 4 thousand. I get mixed up with the exact number.... Something about babies being born and people dying. (Is that the right spelling? I always get that confused.)

    Aanyways....... Back to what I was saying! I graduated from Morgan County R2 with a diploma. Over this past summer I traveled a little. A friend of the family took a cousin and myself to the UK. British Isles to be exact. We had a blast! So much happened! Many things to remember, and many things already forgotten. But that is all good. I am excited for my future of traveling and such!

    Anywho! On with the bligging! I worked at a flower shop FOREVER!!!!!!! But I did enjoy it... (WOOT WOOT for brownie points!!) I was staffed for 3 years and volunteered for 4. So, basically, 7 years in total being a straight flower boy. The ladies there were pretty awesome cooks too! Free snacks randomly, and if I didn't have enough, they would make me eat more.... Which was so "TERRIBLE"!!! Well, those years are behind me now, and I have grown up. I am now unemployed, and fighting for a job.

    Now to my favorite part! This person happens to be Jessica Cash. My girlfriend.......... I am hoping to upgrade her to something a little more special... Like maybe fiance? But that may not be for a little while. Got to get a job, a ring, and the most important part is talking to her parents....... But I am not too worried. I know everything will go perfectly. There is a funny story to our happening. I will explain it in a later blog.... It may take a while, we shall see. And I am sure she will have something to add to it, in case I forgot something. But that is for a later date! She is pretty much the most amazing person I have ever met. She brings out the best in me. We plan to serve the Lord our God with all our hearts throughout our life.

    Okay, I am sure you have noticed, but I will tell you anyway! I am a strong Christian. Yes, I do have my flaws and such, but the blood of Jesus Christ has cleansed me of these impurities. My father here on earth is a speaker for my Father in Heaven. He preaches at the First Christian Church in Versailles. He has been there for the past 11 years now..... My family as grown so close to the community, and we love everyone there. The past few years have been amazing for dad. He has done some pretty amazing things. I may blog about that sometime too... I know God is working through my family, and I look forward to seeing what He does!

    Oh dang! Looking up at this, I realize just how much I have been typing! But there is so much more to talk about! Praise the Lord for more days in life! I will try to keep up with you on events and funny stories, mainly because there are normally a lot! Well, enjoy the week, and I pray God keeps you safe! BUT.... If not, I pray you get to Heaven!

TTFN!!!

John David